I am sick of not being happy with my life.
I feel so dead each day but I am not.
I have so many things around me to appreciate and I find it stupid to just throw it all away.
I think the problem I face is, I am not living live to the fullest or at least the way it should be lived.
I am too afraid to takes chances or make any major changes.
I need to change this mindset.
I need to one day look back and have no regrets!
I need to one day tell people in my future the things I did instead of what I didn’t.
And so what if I got rejected a couple of time?
It just means that it wasn’t meant to be.
The time is not right, the guy isn’t right for me.
One day, I hope to wake up from the dead things that live within me.