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I at the point of my life where I sit in bed all night and cry about everything that’s happened to me on the day.

I had days where everything when perfect but nothing that I’ve planned.

I had friends who I’ve trusted then found out that they talked shit about me behind my back.

I’ve met the most amazing person in the world, fell in love, and then got left behind and forgotten about a month later.

I gone on vacations and missed everything about it when I left.

I had experienced the best day of my life.

I’ve had moments where I felt like nothing could bring me down and everything seems perfect.

I gone to parties, and got taken advantage of.

I’ve gotten drunk and said somethings that I regreted saying.

I’ve had someone who I could share everything with, then slowly we fade away from each other and eventually never talked again.

I’ve taken pictures and thought to myself “What was I thinking doing that!!!” years later.

I’ve gone on the most amazing trip of my life and met the most amazing people ever and then never talked to or saw them again.

I’ve read things that broke my heart into pieces, but I couldn’t stop reading it over and over again.

I am missing someone badly every second of everyday but not do anything about it.

I am currently having akward moments where  I see someone, talked and remember everything that I’ve been through together.

I have mood swings and been acting like a bitch to the people around me but not realizing how much it effected them.

I am acting like I don’t care anymore when really, I am just too heart broken.

Mkie.