:: Behind My Every Smile ::


You asked me if I was tired and I replied with a smile.

In reality I am just sad.

I don’t speak as much as I used too.

But inside me, I am screaming.

I can’t understand how my life ended up this way.

It is as though I no longer have any say.

On how I walk,

How I talk.

My memory is mostly of my past.

Living in the present moment is just like looking into the future.

It is what haunts me each day.

What has happened,

What I have become.

I sometimes wonder how long this will go on.

But most importantly, I need to know who I owe my whole happiness to.



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